Some dreams may betray and deceive, Promise you the world but leave you empty, An illusion of freedom but only chains of slavery. What can you trust when lies disguise themselves as truth? When the thrill in your heart becomes a lasting wound? Why is fantasy the highest ideal we can never achieve? Why can't … Continue reading stay asleep
They say to grow where you're planted but you aren't a plant. You can move if you want to.
light of day
This light feels so fragile in the midst of the winds of change These winds may blow it out or fan it into larger flames You can make yourself a target by standing up for truth and you may be quickly taken down and your bravery may seem of no use But maybe, just maybe, … Continue reading light of day
I need you at a distance The magic fades if you get too close. The dream needs to stay a dream or it will dissolve in the light of reality.
any excuse to run
She was waiting for you to make one wrong move to be the reason she needs to let herself break free The demons inside only appear on the outside but it's just a grand projection of what she's so desperate to hide Any excuse to run because it's easier than facing the truth She doesn't … Continue reading any excuse to run
fear is the great enemy
Fear is the great enemy, yet we regard it as our friend. We defend fear at every turn while turning our backs on our neighbors. If perfect love casts out fear, then fear cannot be associated with a loving God. Either God is loving and merciful, or He is not. I will not let the … Continue reading fear is the great enemy
I lose one night of sleep, and the next day, I'm riddled with anxiety. Sometimes my body and mind are resilient, and sometimes they are victim to high sensitivity. I never know how my day will go.
thought storm
I get serious thought storms in which my mind is suddenly overtaken by driving rains of too many ideas and winds that like to change direction. Soon enough I've got a tornado swirling madly inside my head going around and around the same topics again and again, and holy hell, How do I shut this … Continue reading thought storm
The trees are rooted firmly in the ground but they move with the wind. I must be planted deeply in this physical existance, but able to move and flow with the spirit.
betrayal
I come to you, broken and desperate, seeking peace for the storm within me. I do my part, humbly admitting my ignorance, and ask for revelation. But instead of responding to my soul's deepest need, you instead focus on the trivial limitations of my imperfect prayers and answer me to my own demise. I thought … Continue reading betrayal
