Mellow living doesn't make great art. Blah blah, boring. Where's the heart rush and where's the heartbreak? My greatest pleasure is also my life's curse. I live to feel, but for some reason, I only feel extremes. Swing high, swing low, what's with this mediocre bullshit lately? It doesn't move me at all. Either set … Continue reading
Are we gonna play this game again? Round and round, there's never a way out of this. How on earth can I possibly relate with you when you keep revealing yourself in all the ways I can't possibly grasp?
It's been what feels like forever since I let myself believe that you're not just a trickster or an apathetic monster. I don't know who or what you are anymore and it really doesn't bother me right now because the details are irrelevant when presented with that old familiar feeling, which right now, is the … Continue reading this is enough
Some dreams may betray and deceive, Promise you the world but leave you empty, An illusion of freedom but only chains of slavery. What can you trust when lies disguise themselves as truth? When the thrill in your heart becomes a lasting wound? Why is fantasy the highest ideal we can never achieve? Why can't … Continue reading stay asleep
They say to grow where you're planted but you aren't a plant. You can move if you want to.
This light feels so fragile in the midst of the winds of change These winds may blow it out or fan it into larger flames You can make yourself a target by standing up for truth and you may be quickly taken down and your bravery may seem of no use But maybe, just maybe, … Continue reading light of day
I need you at a distance The magic fades if you get too close. The dream needs to stay a dream or it will dissolve in the light of reality.
She was waiting for you to make one wrong move to be the reason she needs to let herself break free The demons inside only appear on the outside but it's just a grand projection of what she's so desperate to hide Any excuse to run because it's easier than facing the truth She doesn't … Continue reading any excuse to run
Fear is the great enemy, yet we regard it as our friend. We defend fear at every turn while turning our backs on our neighbors. If perfect love casts out fear, then fear cannot be associated with a loving God. Either God is loving and merciful, or He is not. I will not let the … Continue reading fear is the great enemy
I lose one night of sleep, and the next day, I'm riddled with anxiety. Sometimes my body and mind are resilient, and sometimes they are victim to high sensitivity. I never know how my day will go.