june 7

Is there a place deep within me where this great pain cannot possibly reach? Is there a tiny space where I exist whole and unbroken, where the past has no say and the future remains unspoken? But the truth is I don't know if that's where I'd want to stay, because wouldn't that be heaven? … Continue reading june 7


When the leftover light of sunset fades, the room takes on a translucent blue shade. Don't turn on the lamp, Let me linger in this lingering light before surrendering myself to the night. I don't want to miss this blueness, it speaks stillness to my soul, and for one fleeting moment in time I can … Continue reading Blueness 

It feels as though someone reached inside my chest and ripped my heart out, and now my compass is gone and I feel so lost and empty. I wonder, however, if it was not my heart that was ripped out, but merely the casing it was in, and that my heart is still in here … Continue reading

Mellow living doesn't make great art. Blah blah, boring. Where's the heart rush  and where's the heartbreak? My greatest pleasure is also my life's curse. I live to feel, but for some reason, I only feel extremes. Swing high, swing low, what's with this mediocre bullshit lately? It doesn't move me at all. Either set … Continue reading

Are we gonna play this game again? Round and round, there's never a way out of this. How on earth can I possibly relate with you when you keep revealing yourself in all the ways I can't possibly grasp?