When the leftover light of sunset fades, the room takes on a translucent blue shade. Don't turn on the lamp, Let me linger in this lingering light before surrendering myself to the night. I don't want to miss this blueness, it speaks stillness to my soul, and for one fleeting moment in time I can … Continue reading Blueness 

It feels as though someone reached inside my chest and ripped my heart out, and now my compass is gone and I feel so lost and empty. I wonder, however, if it was not my heart that was ripped out, but merely the casing it was in, and that my heart is still in here … Continue reading

Mellow living doesn't make great art. Blah blah, boring. Where's the heart rush  and where's the heartbreak? My greatest pleasure is also my life's curse. I live to feel, but for some reason, I only feel extremes. Swing high, swing low, what's with this mediocre bullshit lately? It doesn't move me at all. Either set … Continue reading

Are we gonna play this game again? Round and round, there's never a way out of this. How on earth can I possibly relate with you when you keep revealing yourself in all the ways I can't possibly grasp?

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Some dreams may betray and deceive, Promise you the world  but leave you empty, An illusion of freedom but only chains of slavery. What can you trust when lies disguise themselves as truth? When the thrill in your heart becomes a lasting wound? Why is fantasy the highest ideal we can never achieve? Why can't … Continue reading stay asleep